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Inside out
Chapter 11
Elphir exited his cousin's study feeling strangely relieved. And somewhat
angry at the same time. There was some good news, and some bad news as well. The good news was
that Boromir wasn't willing to marry Aredhel, but that was something he
already knew from quite a while, and that said man didn't seem to be
particularly mad at him, but rather at her. The bad news, instead, was that his beloved Aredhel had obviously tried
to fool both him and Boromir. She was carrying his baby. And she had meant
to use it, to use their child to force Boromir to marry her, probably
guessing that he would have agreed to keep on seeing her in secret even
after the wedding. Oh, but she couldn't be wronger. He was the one that she would marry. Not Boromir. More decided than ever he stalked to reach her when he spotted her in the
gardens, a small book in her hands as she sat on a bench. "I need to have a word with you." The girl closed the book, glancing around to the surroundings, before to
silence him with a finger on his mouth and take his hand. She guided him in an hidden clearing, finally turning to meet his eyes. That morning she was wearing a somewhat ordinary dress, so
uncharacteristic of her. It seemed that the son she was carrying had affected her, making her more
quiet and less racket than before. "Is there some trouble?" "Indeed." Elphir nodded, folding his arms across the chest and staring at
her. He was somewhat taken aback by such behaviour, but yet he had to play
his part and show her that he wasn't the spineless clot she'd probably
always assumed him to be. He loved her, and very much. But he wasn't willing
to be fooled around like that. "My cousin had to tell me that you're bearing my child, Aredhel. How
should I feel?" Sighing deeply, Aredhel lowered her head, turning her back to him, her
arms folded on her chest. She had seen it coming. "I didn't want to tell it to you, Elphir" she finally said softly. "We
can't marry and it was no use to make you suffer...Then.. I don't know what
came to me... I was jealous for he had never looked at me, preferring
that servant... And... I've told that it was his son because I wanted them
to fight..." "You've reached your goal, they fought because of you." he replied
quietly, "Boromir's told me everything. And also that he means to marry her
as soon as this is sorted out, so what are you planning to do now? Will you
force him to marry you anyway and push me aside like you've always done? I
am not willing to go on like this, Aredhel." "So what do you want to do now?"she snapped then, turning to look at him.
"Do you want to leave me? Do you? Please, go ahead then. My father will kill
me anyway, my only chance was to make him believe that it was Boromir's son.
I'll bring shame on all of my family!" "I've already brought it on mine!" Elphir retorted, stepping closer to
her. "I wasn't certainly supposed to fall in love with my cousin's betrothed,
was I? Do you realize that he could have had me banished or put to death for
this? Do you, Aredhel?" "I didn't mean to tell him that...you were my lover" she just said,
retreating from him and walking some steps away. "But...it happened... and I wasn't supposed to fall in love with you,
neither. It happened. Now we have to pay for what we've done. And it will
not be easy. Maybe my father will even allow to keep the child with me. Or
maybe he will give him to someone else to try and hide this disaster I've
done..." Elphir sighed deeply at her words, shaking his head, and then his gaze
shifted to the white palace in which Aredhel was supposed to spend the rest
of her life. Being the wife of the righteous ruler of Gondor. He couldn't
offer her that much. But he loved her, and Boromir didn't. "Marry me." "I would like it, Elphir..." she sobbed quietly, cursing that pregnancy
that was making her weak. "I love you and... I don't want to marry him... I hate Boromir, I can't
stand him. How could I spend my life with someone I detest so much? I'd
rather die... but my father... he had decided for me and I don't know what
to do... " "Boromir is willing to speak with his father anyway.. and with yours too,
most probably. He means to say that he won't marry you at all, if we propose
to get married they'll probably allow us. But we should say that.. that I am
the father to your son, and not him. Do you feel like doing it?" "Yes... I--I'll try. And... I want to marry you. I know we can be happy
together for I love you..." she finally smiled, looping her arms around his
neck and kissing him passionately.
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